AHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.
Tumblr’s such an awesome place to waste time 
And I frickin have to be up and lifting weights at SIXFORTYFIVETMR YOU KNOW HOW EARLY SIXFORTYFIVE IS? IT’S FUCKING EARLY. ): I’m whining just for the sake of whining, I secretly love weights They make me buff [: I hate how even after I promise myself, you still have the ability to make my day.
anything you can do I can do better
some advertisements really make my day
Enough with this whining and pining and being a stupid wimp. ENOUGH, FINISH, NO MORE. It’s not worth it, not worth everything you can give, not worth everything you gave. And it’s also incredibly stupid and useless on my part. I hate being the whiny clingy piece of crap everyone laughs at, and I hate being disgusted with myself. Of course if you say anything I will comply, duh I will comply, I could never say no, and I still can’t but NO MORE PINING. Fucking useless backboneless wimp. TIME TO START GROWING SOME BACKBONE, my life’s pretty damn awesome, there’s no reason to be upset/sad/angry, only weak people get upset/sad/angry over things that are not real. Okay, rampage over time to do something about lunch.
OH TO BE LIFTED LIKE YOU WEIGH NOTHING AT ALL
Haha, how apt. I was walking home tonight, and I tried to lick the sky! (: Of course I failed, but it was interesting to try! Like to pretend the sky was that close, and close your eyes and pretend to taste it, it was cool! I pretended it tasted like icecream, but I guess it could taste like anything? ?Haha.
NOSTALGIA, I just want to remember this.
The sky’s a cool thing! It reminds me of joey’s stupid ahlian belt, it reminds me of how some human took astrology as a random module just because he thought it would impress girls (and it frickin’ worked), it reminds me of how amazed I was when the very same human started blabbering about stars after I started to try to impress by talking about joey’s stupid belt, because I totally spaced on the astrology module. It reminds me of our endless walks! Like how we frickin always missed the stupid last bus, and walked for ten million years all over the place just because we’re that cool. How you’re so bloody terrified of the supernatural and I couldn’t stop laughing at my cemetery jokes, how I always pretended to rent you so you’d walk me home
We were a pretty awesome pair of friends [:RANDOM
I was listening to Class95’s lovesongs as usual,
And I realised all these sappy creatures are well, retarded. Idon’tknow, the whole “I can’t live without you”, “I can’t breathe without you”, “you’re all I want you’re all I need”, “YOU FIX ME”, “you keep me from falling apart” (omg this is classic), okay you get the idea, THE VERY SPASTIC IDEA. What’s up with the whole dependency thing?! Can’t you be happy without this other human? I mean if you’re like constantly leeching off him/her for happiness, how on earth are you ever going to provide him/her with happiness?! Can’t you be happy, and then after that make him/her happy too? Like, “my life is complete, it’s good, but you make it wonderful, and better, I can live without you, but I don’t particularly want to”. Don’t you think the whole “I need you to survive” thing is very taxing/suffocating?! Why would anyone want to do that to the person they love?! Sigh, I must be pretty screwed up. I don’t even know what I’m thinking. BRAIN FAIL. GUDNITE
My mother’s having dinner with my father, and she’s swearing like me. It’s quite funny. I keep hearing, “sale”, “happy like fuck”, “ASK ME FOR FUCK?” and “since when I become fucking legal?!”. Sigh, I love my family [:
I sometimes wish it were someone else, then maybe it’d be less of what it is now and more of what it was then. But then again, it’s okay now. Sheesh, stop complaining!
I LIKE SUGAR LADEN FOOD. I like sugar laden food so much I fear for my size. I must’ve consumed at least 10kg of sugar the past 2 days just scarfing down those bars. NO REGRET WHATSOEVER but wtfrick man I can practically feel the sugar in my toenails.
Yesterday I asked how on earth anyone could like/love running, and
“You’ve got to earn your kilometers. You’ve got to practice hard! And when you keep practicing, then one day you will be the best! You will run so fast, that you will win every time, so easily, and you will love it!”
It’s really quite cool how you think just this one person is unique, his thought process and everything, and then someone else comes along and you realise, “this is why they are that good, this is why they win, they all think the frickin same way!”. I’m glad my life is a bed of roses and that I don’t have to give up one thing I love for anything else (:
I think Bill Dawes is hot in “Just for Kicks” [:
old school redcolorwrapper nougat ):
what happened to old school everything. Grr, I’m in such a crappy state now :/ I hate thinking about (i would say the past, but that sounds so gay), what used to happen.
I’m hungry, and I’m going to eat, and there’s absolutely nothing you can do to stop me.
resisting urges. Like, wanting something really badly, wanting to do something really badly, but then stopping yourself knowing that you must not, that it’s not good for you/other people so you walk away/look away/keep it in basically everything and anything that prevents you from doing something you shouldn’t. IT SUCKS. And it’s not a balls/no balls kinda thing, it’s a “IMUSTNOTthereforeIWILLNOT” kinda thing. I wish I faltered more often, but whatever.
I wish I were light enough to be lifted easily and not feel like the weight of the world in someone’s arms.FIRST MUST HAVE SOMEONE WILLING TO LIFT LAH, mfcb :/
And it’s 0035! I have 5hours and 25minutes before I have to be up and running! RUNNING!! I’m so funny
“Yea, So we’ll just eat lunch and go over to your place then we can start doing it”
-SJ
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I am a mean mean bitch sometimes [:
I wonder sometimes if I set myself up for disappointment on purpose. I have this nagging suspicion that I do. Like, I know exactly what’s going to happen and what’s not going to happen, but still have this tendency to hope for something different everytime! MORON. I wonder if I ask, if it will be any different. Like, if I were selfish, just once! WHO AM I KIDDING I’M HOW SELFISH ALL THE TIME!! HAHAHA oh man, 20minutes now to 5hoursand20minutes.
I should be in a sugar induced coma right now.
I don’t really know why I’m all whiny and crappy and all. I should be pretty damn happy with the way everything is right now. And I can’t really blame it on the period since it was over like yesterday. I should be the happiest bird around! Happier than those damn sparrows! Stupid discontentment, fuck off! HAHA. I will be happy in like 5seconds. How can I not be with a fridgeful of B&Js 
I am far too immature/irrational/stupid for my own liking most times. I shall try to minimize all of that! OHKAY BENANDJERRYS DO YOUR THANG Fat thoughts, fuck off! I have an 11km run tomorrow, the least I could do is feed myself! And I don’t even eat this crap!I still blame that bitch for showing me that last night , ‘M STILL CRAVING CUPCAKES and alot of other things but NEVERMIND satisfy one craving at a time :/
I’m not so dense that I can’t sense when I’m not wanted, and of course you can have whatever you want. So, I’ll wait. Big deal. Even you never live up to your word it’s fine. Waiting’s fine! [:
PICTURE OF THE DAY!!! OF THE YEAR WHATEVER MAN
Cause I never will be good enough
Couple’s retreat was a joke!
